Once again we all will be so broken...

Once again we all will be so broken...

Now can I finally sleep again?

Friday, January 07, 2005 Once Upon A Time

Waiting for the present, for the present to pass...
Before the party, all three of them wishing it was already over.

Waiting for a dream to last
Self explanatory

You are not my lover, and you never will be
'Cause you've never done anything to hurt me
Yuki's ice and Rin's storm

There's a fire in the priory
Not sure what the fire symbolizes

And it's ruining this cocktail party
Cocktail party is the New Years banquet

Yesterday I heard they cloned a baby
Snippet of conversation someone overhears

Now can I finally sleep with me?
Tormented thoughts on all parts

Diving through the rising, through the rising waves of night
Later on in the evening

Keeping a reflection of you in hindsight
Everyone thinking about someone

But in turning back the brackish waters will not reflect you
After you have turned the colour black of death or something like that
Giving up hope/ Haru and Yuki kiss & Rin sees

There's a fire in the priory
And it's ruining this cocktail party
Same as above

Yesterday I heard the plague is coming once again to find me
Rin is upset, Haru can tell, he follows her to explain things, makes her angsty, she flees again

There's a fire in the priory
And an ogre in the oval office
Ogre - I have no clue

Once again we all will be so broken
Now can I finally sleep again?
The end of the night arrives with no resolution

So there's the basic idea. Next step - skeleton. Woot!

The End
4:06 PM

Once Upon A Time

Time for more random nonsense 'cause I'm kinda bored. Not totally bored, but kinda. Enough that I want to write random nonsense!

Dave is coming to Windsor soon, which is really hella cool. I like Dave a lot, and he says he likes me back. This is awesome. I feel very... 12 years old when I talk about him because I gush and I blush and I go on and on like I've never had a crush before. I have had many crushes in my day, and I actually have more than one
right now (like about 5, I'd say) and although I feel very strongly for all of them (and all of my other friends too), it's different with Dave.

Usually I develop crushes on people I have absolutely no chance with. It keeps me safe, you know? Like, let's see... I have a crush on a guy from Halifax, a 17 year old lesbian from Connecticut, her 18 year old girlfriend, etc. etc. These are people I will probably never meet, and even if I did, I wouldn't have a chance with them because I'm not the type to start a long distance relationship... but Dave? He's accessible. He likes me. He wants to do that whole 'dating' thing (and so do I), and in a way I'm scared, but I'm mostly excited.


Anyways, that's about all I want to say on that topic. On to something more... random! I want to get to work on that story that's been smacking me from the inside out for the last two days. I mean, I don't particularly care if I start writing it or not, but I do want to get some things worked out.

I need to know the way I want everybody to interact, the types of relationships I want to establish, and how these relationships will effect the other parties... all I know so far is that I want Haru and Yuki to kiss, and to think they might have feelings for each other. I also want Haru to have another chance with Rin, and not know what to do...

Bah, I have no energy to go over it here. I guess I'm done. Sorry if I've bored anyone! But really, it's your own fault for reading this nonsense! Heh. Bye bye, Blog.

The End
1:22 AM

Thursday, January 06, 2005 Once Upon A Time

Oooooo... it's been a very long time since I've been here. Maybe I'll start using you again, hmm? *taptaps* ... Might be copacetic to write out the things that I need to say but don't want to bother making private entries on my LJ for.

I'm so freaking bored right now. I'm at work but I'm not really getting anything done... I need my mom to call me back about something. In the meantime, yeah. Very, very bored. I keep thinking about things that I shouldn't be thinking about... I'm being very emo right now. Damn me and my emoness.

If anybody still reads this thing, I'll be very surprised. I've pretty much abandoned you, haven't I? I'm sorry, it's just that I prefer Livejournal because you can write to your friends instead of at them. They can reply, and make you feel special, and... you can know that what you're saying is being seen. With you, I just... put it up, and hope somebody notices one day... :
Which isn't to say that Blogging is a bad thing or anything. I like the anonymity, the fact that what I say isn't likely to be read by anybody who knows me. It means I can say things like I have a crush on a 17 year old girl (I'm 21) and I don't have to care whether people care or not. Nobody will read it anyways!

So I can bitch here. I can bitch and rant and rave, and the only people who might see it are the ones who randomly stumble across this because I updated it and I'm on one of those 'recently updated blogs' list. And those people, although they matter to the world in their own right, they do not really matter to me. (If there are any random viewers viewing this, I apologize. I mean no offense to you with this remark.)

Ahh, in any case, I should go. I think I will be using you a lot more, Blog, because recently I have found myself with a lot of time on my hands, and I don't like to burden my friends' list on Livejournal with all the random crap I have to say. Maybe every once in a while I'll link to you so they can see the insanity.

Well, sayonara for now, Blog. I'm sorry I've neglected you for so long. <3

The End
7:52 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2003 Once Upon A Time

Well, it's been quite a long time now, hasn't it? If this works, I might save the template and use this for posting stories. I have a Livejournal too, but Blogger was my first weblog and so I want to keep it if I can. But I gave up on it because it wasn't behaving. So yeah, let's see. By the way, if you're wondering why my previous posts were October 25th and this one is October 23rd, that's because the last one was made a year minus two days ago. ^^;

The End
10:01 PM

Friday, October 25, 2002 Once Upon A Time

Yes it is! Yay!

The End
11:10 PM

Once Upon A Time

Damnit. It's not fixed.

The End
7:15 PM

Once Upon A Time

Blogger works! BLOGGER WORKS!!! W00t!! I have my blog back!! Yay!! Yippeeeee!!!

The End
7:15 PM

Monday, August 26, 2002 Once Upon A Time

*taptaps* Is Blogger unfrozen yet?

The End
4:01 PM

Friday, July 05, 2002 Once Upon A Time

I draw gay porn. Whee.

The End
10:05 AM

Sunday, June 30, 2002 Once Upon A Time


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The End
4:09 AM


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